VERTICAL HORIZON – Everything You Want

3 Jan

I missed him already, but he didn’t know. I love every single moment I have spent with him, but he didn’t know. I spent my times collecting little pieces of memories we had together, but he didn’t know. He is one of my favourite person, but he didn’t know. I’m worried sick, but he didn’t know. I hate him because he’s never there, but he didn’t know. I have never been his priority, but he refuse to know. And when he’s not around, I will suffer the greatest loss.

I doubt that he will ever know.

Somewhere there’s speaking
It’s already coming in
Oh and it’s rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you’re here and you don’t know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won’t return

He’s everything you want
He’s everything you need
He’s everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don’t know why

You’re waiting for someone
To put you together
You’re waiting for someone to push you away
There’s always another wound to discover
There’s always something more you wish he’d say

He’s everything you want
He’s everything you need
He’s everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don’t know why

But you’ll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It’s only what you’re asking for
And you’ll be just fine
With all of your time
It’s only what you’re waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won’t return

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don’t know why
And I don’t know why
Why
I don’t know

PS: I know you can’t see me, but dont hate me for things that does not even there. And, most of all, don’t forget that I exist, Pop. Afterall, you are the person I wish I could be.

He’s everything inside of you
That you wish you could be

18 Tanggapan to “VERTICAL HORIZON – Everything You Want”

  1. Ireth Rabu, Januari 3, 2007 pada 4:26 pm #

    this entry is such a mystery *hmm*

    So.. who is the lucky gay?😀

  2. Setiawan Rabu, Januari 3, 2007 pada 5:26 pm #

    My father.

  3. abe Jumat, Januari 5, 2007 pada 4:55 am #

    Padahal baru mau tereak HOMOK.. tapi gag jadilah! *sigh*
    tereak SKRIPSI aja deh!

    TIA, SEKERIPSIIIIIIIIIIIII…
    *puwas*

  4. tiwi Jumat, Januari 5, 2007 pada 12:05 pm #

    cuy, maap2 nih ya,
    tapi waktu gw baca, dan gw mikirnya ntu ‘him’ pasti bokap lo,
    kok bener sih?
    kan gw jadi malu,,

    ….

    btw, sejak kapan nih jadi ‘tia’?
    uda bikin bubur merah belon?? bagi2 dongs,,

  5. Setiawan Jumat, Januari 5, 2007 pada 3:05 pm #

    @ Abe

    Be, HOMOK gak boleh teriak HOMOK! Patuhilah rambu-rambu yang berlaku! :-”

    @ Prikitiw..

    Aih, memang hanya dirimu yang mengerti diriku.. :-” *ditimpukins* Bah, emang siapa lagi gituh.. *berkeluh kesah karena Bokap and Nyokap jarang pulang*😡

    Bah, “TIA” itu kan bikin-bikinannya si cAbe homok satu ini aja.. *injek-injek cAbe*

    @ Tya

    Euh, my Pop is not gay..😀

  6. Lily Sabtu, Januari 6, 2007 pada 10:56 am #

    EUh, apa sih ini?
    Euh, I hate my dad…T.T

  7. Setiawan Sabtu, Januari 6, 2007 pada 6:41 pm #

    I don’t🙂 He’s half the person I am.

    Most parents are not evil, kid. We just can’t understand you and vice versa. On most cases, that is what happened.

    You’re gonna be okay, kid. You will.

  8. tony Senin, Januari 8, 2007 pada 10:53 am #

    doubt that he’d ever know? communicate atuh, communicate! itu hape jangan dipake buat conf tengah malam ama keluarga gadungan, ato nge-sms pagi buta buat nanya warna hape mana yg matching ama mekbuk. call your mum, eh pop…

  9. Setiawan Senin, Januari 8, 2007 pada 2:14 pm #

    Pop always slept at night. The pseudo family I contacted to ask about handset colour that matched my iPod is not :-“

  10. calupict Rabu, Januari 10, 2007 pada 4:33 am #

    Tony ama Tia pacaran, ya?

  11. Setiawan Rabu, Januari 10, 2007 pada 9:48 am #

    Tidak.

  12. Lily Rabu, Januari 10, 2007 pada 10:40 am #

    Wkakakak….watiiir….. *ngeloyor*

  13. Setiawan Rabu, Januari 10, 2007 pada 12:03 pm #

    Watir itu apa ya?

    Eh, lupa..

    *cubit-cubit Lily* :-“

  14. abe Kamis, Januari 11, 2007 pada 6:42 am #

    callupict!

    YAH.. SAYA CURIGA TERAMAT CURIGANYA!
    SETIAP ada TIA selalu ada TONCEH..
    double T gitu loah..

    *summon pak penghulu*

  15. Lily Kamis, Januari 11, 2007 pada 7:28 am #

    Sayah lebih curiga lagih :-“.
    Watir itu penyakit, err…. mirip2 apa ya….ambeien kali yah?? :-“

  16. Setiawan Kamis, Januari 11, 2007 pada 10:32 am #

    BUBAR! BUBAR, ADA KAMTIB! :-”

    Commentbox orang kok ya dibikin lahan untuk nggosip tho.. :-”

    Be, kalo setiap ada elu, ada Fahmi juga kok.. *summon Pak Penghulu buat cAbe dan Ngkoh*

  17. tony Kamis, Januari 11, 2007 pada 11:18 am #

    apa ini, ada upict, ada abe, jadi upict abe deh! (saingannya upik abu)

    …jrit! ketularan si tante – -;;

  18. Setiawan Kamis, Januari 11, 2007 pada 10:48 pm #

    Jrid, sekarang klien lu tante-tante, bukan oom-oom lagi? :-”

    *hembus-hembus*

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